Last time I did this we were in....I think...2023. I hate doing it but as someone wiser said

Last time I did this we were in....I think...2023. I hate doing it but as someone wiser said There's no pride in poverty. So bear with me becuase unfortunately here it comes. I haven't received a single penny since the 29th of July. I have ever since lived on credit cards, the fact I take frugality as a sport and I don't do impulse purchases does help quite a lot. Not having to pay rent, for a change, helps too. I do not have the right to any sort of unemployment benefits, so zero income is literally zero income. My available cash is exactly 800€+58.62€+36.75GBP and my net wealth is exactly: -2019.89GBP + -872.65GBP - 26,30€ - 308.97€ - 28.59€ = exactly = -€2,928.76 in the red and counting. I quit my job because: • I could imagine from months earlier that my client couldn't afford me any longer and I'd rather leave than stay in perennial stressful anxiety.• I was very sick as always during peak humidity and as self-employed sick = no hours = no pay.• The complete and utter lack of personal space at home didn't make any of this easier.• Number 3 became such a priority SUDOKY to solve, I put my life in pause to fix number 3 because....I deserve to have a healthy love live. Something 40 years of undiagnosed ADHD didn't allow any earlier.So here I come. What do I want: I am looking for work and I have had time enough to think the kind of job I want to do next: Kotlin Multiplaform & Proffesional Pentesting are two things that seem to drive my passion insanely friction-free. I'm a full stack engineer and linux sys.admin (LPIC-1 and all). Grarduated 2.1 Honors in a BSc Computing Science and IT by The Open University (England, distance learning, 25 thousand awesome pounds in "debt" thank to it) while I was literally cleaning for a living. I have worked as cleaner of gay saunas, medical equipment, crime scenes, industrial estates, caretaker for Godfrey House near Old Street tube station for Islington Council, P.A. for the Disbaled People's Commission of the Hammersmith and F